friends.

Friends are the ones that are supposed to pull us up when we are down. If a boy dumps or rejects us they will be there ready to kill the boy. But sometimes it feels like they just want to bring us down. They convince us of one thing when they know it is not the truth. Then one thing leads to another and we always end up getting hurt. They do something that crosses the line and we snap. So why is it that we put ourselves through with this? All of the fun activities and then it leads us up to this. Snap. The friendship trust bond is broken and they start to do things that bother us. After all of this has been mentioned they just yell at us. The truth is we don't deserve the people that are like this. But they are our friends so we put up with it even if it keeps us crying every single night. It's just something we convince ourselves that needs to be dealt with. Problem or no problem there must be a way around it. What if there is no way around it then and you have to separate? That is the time when you think about crying your eyes out the most thinking that it is over. All the sudden it is not over and you are putting yourself through it again and again and again. We care too much to let go even when it hurts almost as bad to keep holding on. Then what do we do? Pretend nothing has gone on and everything is okay? But that is what we must do because when your heart tells you to do something you follow it no regrets even if your brain tells you not too. Moral of the story is what do we do with friends? Keep them... or leave them?