Interesting..

Last night was the lock-in. It was pretty fun. Ate some pizza, drank some pop. We got to do some community work and it was all worthwhile. I have a problem that I need fixed though. I am a huge flirt... I've known this for awhile but its gotten worse. Last year I made 2 guys like me because I flirted with them and then bam. They liked me. It was cruel because I was still hung-up on H. Not anymore though! (K sounds better than H.) This year I have had a crush on 8 guys! But I have flirted with a lot of people. And here's a dirty little secret: Almost every day I flirt with the guy that I know some of my friends like. I have felt guilty for awhile and I try to think of it as harmless but it's not. I'm glad that he might like someone that I know but I feel guilty that we flirt every day. And sometimes it doesn't bother me and I think, "Why not?" But I know why not. I'm not supposed to flirt with him because my friends really LIKE HIM! It's a cruel problem. But I stuck in the middle about whether or not I should be doing this. Which way should I lean? Keep it up because it's harmless, or stop. But if the answer is stop I'm afraid I won't be able too...