Monday, August 31, 2009

A new year, a new me.

So I know I haven't exactly kept up to tell you my whole life story and all but I'm ready to keep going and hopefully do a good job in keeping you posted. It's a brand new school year. I'm finally starting high school and I couldn't be less excited about it. The first day was terrible! I found my way around but got laughed at twice for no apparent reason. And then during the lunch period these older and much larger guys that sat behind me and my friends were talking on and on about how obnoxious the freshman were! I'm a freshman sitting at a table of freshman! Ah! But high school mainly sucks because Harry isn't there. I know it sounds kinda clingy of me to want to see him every day but I rarely see him as it is. He is so sweet though! It's amazing. Never thought he would be this nice of a boyfriend but he is. And I'm trying to be a good girlfriend but sometimes I wonder if I'm a good girlfriend or just plain old annoying and the girlfriend that wants to be with him twenty-four seven. But then I know that is not true. I just don't know what to think anymore :( Well me and harry are fine right now I guess but I worry about with other girls. Mainly Brenna. But I have to trust him. So I will work on that. But for now I must retire to bed because I am extremely exhausted from tennis today and I must be well rested for tomorrow's Key Club meeting at & in the morning :/ and my tennis match. Au Revoir! Smooches :)